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The Departure ยท Present
The SUV door swung open, and for a second Harshitha forgot how to breathe.
He was already inside.
Not Atharv Rajvansh, the CEO who could empty a boardroom with a look. Not the man whose name sat on glass towers and annual reports.
A boy next door version of him, sprawled like he had grown there. Worn grey shorts, a white Tโshirt that clung in all the ways her eyes did not have permission to notice, hair pushed back lazily by his fingers instead of his usual ruthless grooming. Bare forearms, familiar vein mapping, the easy way one long leg stretched out to claim space.
He looked like the kind of guy who'd honk twice at midnight, grin, and steal his girl for a reckless road trip.
But that wasn't him. And she wasn't his.
Her palm tightened on the strap of her duffel. Her presence, her choice, everything about this trip was supposed to be professional, distant, survivable.
"Hey, Jaa... Oopsie, I mean..." His lips curved, eyes holding hers as if nothing in their universe had cracked. "Hi, Harshu."
The nickname slipped out first, purely muscle memory. The correction followed, neat and useless.
Her lungs stalled.
Before she could reorder her face, he was already out of the SUV. Heat, sunlight, and Atharv moved toward her in one unbroken line, that lazy, dangerous stride chewing up the driveway tiles.
Sameer got to him first. "Look at this," he laughed, clapping Atharv into a rough side hug. "Just like I promised, extra security. Mr Broody Man himself is going to take care of you on this trip."
Atharv's mouth tugged, amusement slanting through his features. "Security detail reporting for duty," he murmured, half under his breath, eyes never really leaving her.
Harshitha stood on the porch, palms damp, pulse too loud. That chuckle wrapped around her like warm smoke. It made her want to laugh. And cry. And walk back into the house and lock the door.
She managed none of it. Her lips twisted into something polite, her spine finding the only posture she could still trust: straight, contained, controlled.
Sameer nudged her shoulder. "Say thank you to your jiju to be. He is leaving the empire to babysit you, you know."
The phrase tore through her like a slap.
Jiju to be.
Her throat burned. The air tasted wrong. Still, she forced herself to look up.
If Atharv felt the hit, he didn't show it. He dipped his head slightly, as if taking the title in stride, the corner of his mouth curving into something that hovered between disdain smirk and smile.
"Anything for my family," he said smoothly.
The word 'my family' slid over her skin like ice.
Aastha stepped out from the front door, soft lemon kurta, hair falling loose on her shoulders. She looked like sunshine in human form. The kind of girl fate liked to photograph.
"Atharv," Aastha's face lit, features softening in a way that pinched something inside Harshitha. She went straight into his arms, his hand settling at her back in a practiced side hug.
"You look beautiful," he said warmly, the mask flawless. "Take care while I am gone."
"You too," Aastha replied, slipping her fingers through his for a fleeting second. Then she turned to Harshitha, eyes bright. "Call me when you reach, okay?"
"Of course," Harshitha answered, voice steady. Her jaw ached from holding the smile in place.
When Aastha moved back toward the porch, Atharv finally looked at Harshitha properly.
It felt like stepping into the path of a storm.
He took her in once, slowly. The black palazzo pants that skimmed her ankles. The cropped kurta with delicate spaghetti straps, bare shoulders half hidden beneath a soft scarf looped around her neck. Her hair twisted into a messy top bun, a few strands spilling down to frame her face. Silver bangles chimed at her wrist when she shifted her duffel, jhumkas catching the light with every tiny movement.
Half tradition, half rebellion. Entirely her.
Something darkened in his gaze, just for a second.
Then his mouth curved, casual, almost playful. "Shall we start, sali saahiba to be? We have to catch up with the rest of the team for dinner on the way."
Her fingers tightened around the strap. The title tasted bitter. His tone turned it into something else entirely. Her pulse stumbled.
She opened her mouth, searching for a neutral response.
He didn't wait for it.
The duffel was gone from her hand, lifted effortlessly. "I've got it," he said, already turning to slide it into the trunk.
A beat later he was at her side again, hand braced lightly at the small of her back as he guided her to the SUV, like nothing between them had ever broken.
"After you," he murmured.
Her body obeyed before her brain could argue. She climbed in. The fabric of the seat felt too warm, the space suddenly too small.
Atharv followed, his presence filling the interior without effort. He took the spot beside her, thigh a breath away from hers, shoulder an almost-touch.
The driver looked back, awaiting instruction.
"Start," Atharv said quietly, settling back.ย
The tinted partition slid into place with a soft mechanical sigh, cutting them off from the front. From the house. From Sameer's wave and Aastha's smile.
The Saxena home began to shrink in the rearview.
It felt, to Harshitha, like everything she had been trying to protect was being left on that porch.
Silence settled around them, humming low, too aware of its own weight.
She laced her fingers together in her lap, knuckles whitening. Outside, the city rolled past in familiar streaks of concrete and color. Inside, her heartbeat did not know how to slow.
"Relax, Jaan. I mean, Harshu." His voice slipped through the quiet, low and unbothered. "It's just a road trip."
Just.
With him.
Her lungs did that stutter they had learned the first time he called her Jaan. She kept her gaze fixed on the glass, watching her own faint reflection blur and re-form.
If she pretended hard enough, maybe the word just would stop sounding like a truth.
The Drive
"You are quiet," Atharv said after a few minutes, not even pretending to be casual now. "Too quiet. That's never good with you."
"Maybe," she replied, keeping her eyes on the highway, "I just don't feel like saying anything."
"Lie," he said easily. She could hear the smirk without looking. "You always have something to say to me. Even if it's only to tell me off."
Her thumb worried the edge of her scarf. "Not everything requires a response."
He shifted, the slight roll of his shoulder bringing him closer. The car took a gentle curve and his arm brushed hers, light as a question.
"With you," he murmured, "silence is the loudest thing in any room. It always says what you are trying very hard not to."
Her head turned before she could stop it. "And what exactly is my silence saying right now?"
"That you missed me." He said without missing a beat.
The answer landed between them like heat.
Her breath caught. She snapped her gaze back to the road ahead. "Do not start."
He chuckled, the sound smooth and infuriating and far too familiar. "Not starting, Jaan. Just stating."
"Don't call me that."
"Then why," his voice dropped, softer, lethal in its gentleness, "does your breath trip over itself every time I do?"
"You are imagining things," she said, fingers knotting in the cotton of her scarf.
"Am I?"
His hand moved, so unhurried it felt accidental. His fingers brushed the back of her hand on the seat between them, not quite holding, not quite retreating. Just there. Skin to skin. The tiniest contact.
Lightning, disguised as touch.
Her hand jerked, instinct and memory warring. She didn't pull away completely.
"Atharv..."
"Yes, Jaan?"
"This is wrong." The words came out rawer than she intended. "You are..." She swallowed. "You are engaged to my sister."
He looked at her, really looked, and his smirk sharpened. Not cruel. Certain.
"Engaged, not shackled," he said. "Don't confuse an arrangement with the truth."
"Atharv."
He leaned in, close enough that she felt his breath warm against her temple. The SUV, the highway, the whole city blurred at the edge of that proximity.
"Why not say it," he asked quietly. "It is the truth. Every word."
Her hand snapped away from his, retreating to the fragile safety of her own lap. "You need to stop."
"You keep saying that." His gaze traced her profile, slow, intent. "Yet somehow, you never make me."
Her head whipped toward him, anger and desperation finally cracking the surface. "What do you even want from me?"
His answer was immediate. "Everything," he said simply. "Always everything."
The silence that followed crackled. Her pulse echoed in her ears. His hand relaxed on his thigh, as if he had not just peeled her open with three syllables.
To anyone else, they would look like colleagues sharing a car.
To her, it felt like sitting beside a fire she was trying very hard not to step into.
He broke the charged quiet first, his tone lighter, deliberately shifting the axis.
"You tied your hair up tonight."
She frowned. "And?"
"And it's distracting me."
Her cheeks warmed. "It's just a bun."
He shook his head, gaze flicking up to the messy knot and then down the line of her neck, lingering there with blatant appreciation. "It's not just a bun. For once, you are strangling my babies." His mouth curved, wicked and boyish all at once. "And that neck, Jaan... that is criminal."
Heat shot through her, mortifying and electric. "Your babies?"
"My hair," he said, with such offended gravity that despite herself, her lips twitched. "I have invested a life time in personally detangling them."
"You are unbelievable."
"You have known this for a while." His eyes glinted. "You steal my pens, my hoodies, most of my brain space. Now you steal my view too."
Sarcasm was the only thing that still felt like armor. "Maybe stop leaving temptations lying around, then."
He stilled.
His gaze slid down, caught on her mouth, then climbed back to her eyes, molten-dark.
"Maybe," he said quietly, "you should stop pretending you don't want them."
The SUV hit a bump, jolting them closer. For a breath, her shoulder pressed into his, his thigh aligned with hers, the air thick with heat and unsaid things.
Every cell in her leaned.
Every rule she had clung to screamed.
She shifted away, dragging in a lungful of recycled air, gripping her scarf like a shield. "We should try to get some sleep. It's a long ride."
Atharv leaned back, studying her with that infuriatingly amused affection that always made her feel seen and cornered at once.
"Sleep," he repeated softly. "With you right here?"
His mouth curved, slow and dangerous. "Not a chance."
A bead of sweat slid down the side of her spine, beneath her kurta, despite the cool air from the vents. She stared stubbornly at the road, refusing to look at his mouth again.
If she did, she knew exactly what she would remember. Exactly what she would want.
The Dinner Stop
By the time the SUV rolled into the roadside dhaba the team had picked, dusk had deepened into proper night. Strings of fairy lights clung to the tin roof, flickering over plastic chairs and steel plates. Laughter and the clatter of cutlery filled the air.
Normal. Harmless.
She clung to that.
Most of the team was already there, tables pushed together, plates half full, conversations rising and falling in easy waves. Harshitha slipped into a bench near the middle, grateful for the buffer of people. Atharv took the seat beside her without asking, as if the question had never existed.
He turned to one of the junior designers, picking up a thread of discussion about shot lists and contingency plans. On the surface, it was work. Effortless. Professional.
Except his attention never stopped tracking her.
When her water glass ran low, his hand reached for the jug before she did, refilling it in one smooth motion without looking away from his conversation. When the waiter brought rotis, Atharv caught the basket, checked the warmth with his fingers like he always did, then quietly swapped the top ones for fresher ones before sliding a plate toward her.
The rotis on her plate were the ones glossed with extra ghee.
When the curries arrived, he didn't ask what she wanted. He told the waiter. "Paneer tikka masala, dal fry. Extra lemon. Green chillies on the side."
He said it like a list that's etched into his brain.
Because it had.
She stared at the food for a moment, throat tight. Voices swam around her. Someone on her right cracked a joke about the heat in Mandawa. Another argued about playlists for the drive.
On any other trip, this would have been comfort.
Now, every attentive gesture felt like a knife turned gently in a bruise.
He should not still know these things. Should not remember the exact way she liked her dal, the particular shade of lemon she preferred, the fact that she always claimed she would cut down on ghee and then stole it from his plate.
He did.
And worse, he acted like none of this cost him anything.
She forced herself to pick up her spoon. To smile at a comment from across the table. To nod when one of the assistant stylists asked her about the shot order.
Her hands shook under the table.
Every push she had given him in the last weeks had not just sliced him. It had shredded her from the inside out.
Not because of one reason. Not even ten.
Because of a thousand tiny loyalties that pulled in opposite directions. A mother's eyes. A father's expectations. A sister's dreams, sprawled out in bridal magazines. A boy in a hospital bed. Old debts and new guilt and the way her own heart refused to fall out of love just because logic demanded it.
There was no elegant way to document all of that. No neat list of bullet points that could justify the choice she had made.
All she had was the knowledge that if she let herself lean into him, truly lean, entire worlds would tilt.
So when he placed an extra lemon wedge on the rim of her plate without looking, her chest ached so sharply she had to set her spoon down.
If she ate these things, if she accepted this soft, wordless care, she would break.
She picked at the food instead, pushing paneer cubes around her plate, the smell of ghee and spice tangling with the burn in her throat.
"Harshu, you are not eating," someone observed lightly.
"Too much travelling," she lied, forcing a small laugh. "My stomach is protesting in advance."
Atharv didn't call her out. Didn't press. He just let the conversation move, eyes sliding over her once, unreadable.
When dinner wound down and people began drifting back toward the bus and the SUV, the air outside had cooled. The night smelled of diesel and frying onions and dust.
Atharv was still finishing a conversation near the entrance, his attention on a location manager.
It was the only crack in the evening she could see.
She caught the driver's eye near the SUV. "I will take the bus for the rest of the way," she said, voice low, controlled. "Please leave my bag in the car. I will collect it at the resort."
He hesitated. "But Baby ji, Atharv baba asked that you..."
"It's just motion sickness," she cut in gently, adding a rueful smile. "I will be fine on the bus. Don't disturb him over something so small."
She watched the hesitation give way to deference. Rajvansh might as well own the road, but in that moment, Saxena courtesy still held some weight.
The driver nodded.
She turned away before she could lose her nerve.
The bus was already humming with half-tired, half-excited chatter. She found an empty window seat toward the middle and slid in, pressing her forehead lightly against the cool glass.
Distance. Finally.
The guilt arrived immediately after.
She had wanted space. Asked for it. Demanded it. Yet sitting there, watching the SUV still parked near the dhaba, she felt like she had just slammed a door on something fragile and living.
He would find her missing.
He would know.
She closed her eyes.
This is better. This is safer. For everyone.
The words didn't comfort so much as anaesthetize.
The Bus Ride
Harshitha had almost convinced herself she was safe, that Atharv would take the SUV, that she'd get the distance she'd needed.
But fate, cruel and mischievous, had other plans.
The bus door opened, and he climbed in. Casual. Unhurried. As though it was the most natural thing in the world.
Her stomach dropped.
No.
Yes.
Of course yes.
Atharv stepped into the aisle, talking to someone behind him about fuel stops. To anyone else, he looked like a CEO doing a quick check on his team.
Then his gaze scanned the rows.
It didn't take him long to find her.
Of course it didn't. She had never been able to hide from him in crowded rooms. Why would a bus be any different.
His eyes landed on the empty seat beside her. The only empty seat left.
His mouth curved.
"A sign," he said lightly as he walked down the aisle, voice pitched just for her. He slid into the seat, his thigh aligning with hers, shoulder a slow, deliberate brush. "Fate clearly wants me here."
"Or," she muttered, eyes fixed on the seat ahead, "maybe fate enjoys watching me suffer."
He laughed under his breath. "You wound me, Jaan. Sharing a seat with me is usually classified as premium luck."
"More like punishment disguised as luck."
"Punishment, luck, same vehicle," he mused. "Depends who you are sitting next to."
"I am very aware who I am sitting next to," she said.
"Then admit it," he replied, amusement dancing in the words. "Even your suffering has good taste."
A surprised huff of laughter escaped her, sharper than she intended. She bit it back, shaking her head, but the edge of her mouth refused to flatten completely.
For a while, the bus settled into a drowsy rhythm. The AC hummed, someone near the front played old songs too softly for the words to be clear, and conversations thinned into murmurs.
Between them, however, silence felt like a third presence.
Atharv tilted his head back against the seat, lashes lowering. He glanced at her once, the kind of look that said don't move away, then let his eyes fall shut.
Pretending, she thought.
Except ten minutes later, his breathing had evened out, his body sinking heavier into the worn upholstery. The line of his jaw softened. His hand, resting between them, relaxed, fingers uncurling.
The AC was colder now. Goosebumps rose along her bare shoulders where the scarf had slipped.
She tried to tug it up without drawing attention, but the cotton was thin and the chill sneaked in anyway, threading through every bone.
He shifted, a restless little jerk, brow creasing as though even in sleep his body recognized the change in temperature.
Harshitha stared at him. At the faint shadows under his eyes, the exhaustion carved in small, unguarded lines.
He had been carrying his own storms for weeks. And she had added another.
Before she could talk herself out of it, she pulled at the edge of the bedsheet kept in the front seat cubby and nudged it toward him.
His fingers brushed the fabric, then stilled. He didn't open his eyes, but his mouth softened.
A second later, he adjusted, shifting closer so the sheet draped over both of them.
Warmth bled in where the fabric covered their shoulders. Their arms touched now, elbow to elbow. Their thighs were already aligned.
Her heart thudded so loud she was sure someone would turn around and shush her.
She faced forward, breathing shallowly, telling herself not to lean.
He moved again.
Slowly.
Gently.
Until his head tipped, crown to crown, resting lightly against hers.
Her entire body locked.
Everything in her screamed to pull away. To put principled distance between his skin and hers, between his heartbeat and the place her ribs had grown to fit around it.
Her heart refused.
It had waited six nights for this.
Six nights of staring at ceilings, of fighting back tears in showers, of rehearsing the reasons why she had done the right thing. Why she had to keep doing it.
Six nights of being alone inside a choice that felt like it was hollowing her out.
So she stayed.
Her eyes closed without permission. Her breathing found his, one beat off, then falling into rhythm like it remembered the path.
The ache in her chest didn't vanish.
It simply changed shape.
The Midnight Shift
Sometime past midnight, the bus slipped into a deeper kind of quiet. The playlist had died. The conversations had turned to soft snores and the occasional rustle of a blanket.
Atharv surfaced from sleep slowly, like a man breaking through water.
His first awareness was warmth.
Her.
Harshitha's scent, faint and familiar, was threaded into the cotton of his Tโshirt. Her weight rested against him, not tentative now, but surrendered by exhaustion. In her sleep, her head had slid from the shared headrest to his shoulder, cheek tucked against the curve where his neck met his collarbone.
The sheet had slipped. Her scarf had shifted. Her neck was bare to the cool air and his gaze, and bent in a way that made him ache just looking at her.
His hand tightened involuntarily on the bedsheet.
She should have looked out of place like this, folded awkwardly into a bus seat, hair escaping the bun in stubborn curls, silver bangles pushed up her forearm.
She looked like she had been made for that exact space.
His.
Atharv stared at the curve of her throat for a long moment, the pale line where her scarf had been, the way her pulse fluttered just below the skin.
Careful.
He slid his arm around her, slow enough not to wake her, fingers finding the jut of her shoulder. He adjusted her gently, drawing her closer until her cheek settled properly against his chest instead of hanging at that painful angle.
She murmured something unintelligible, a tiny frown creasing her brow, then sighed. Her hand moved in sleep, fingers brushing his ribs, then curling into the front of his Tโshirt as if hooking herself there.
He pulled the sheet up, tucking it carefully around her. Around them.
The world shrank to fabric, breath, the soft whistle of air through the vents.
He lowered his lips to her hair.
It was not a kiss meant to claim or provoke.
It was a kiss that said I remember every version of you. The girl who once fell asleep on my notes, the woman who now signs resignation letters with a steady hand. The only person who has ever felt like home.
His mouth lingered there.
"Sleep," he whispered into her hair, soundless enough that only he heard it. "I have you."
He let his eyes close again, the weight of her against him anchoring him in a way nothing else ever had. For the first time in days, the constant thread of anger, strategy, and hurt loosened.
No negotiations. No family politics. No engagement rings.
Just her, safe against his body.
The rest of the night, he didn't so much sleep as guard. Lightly, drowsily, arms firm around her, awake every time the bus jolted, every time her breath hitched deeper than a dream.
He had always been told power meant what you could destroy.
Tonight, it felt like how gently you could hold something that could break you.
The Dawn That Shouldn't Be
The sky was just beginning to bleed from black into bruised pink when the bus hit a softer stretch of road. The movement changed, less jarring, the hum lower.
Harshitha's lashes fluttered.
For a second, she floated between sleep and waking, caught in that fragile space where nothing hurts yet, because nothing is real.
Then the details sharpened.
The solid warmth under her cheek.
The steady rise and fall of a chest that was not hers.
An arm looped around her waist, palm spread over her in a grip that was protective even in sleep.
Her leg slotted against another, their bodies fitted into a curve that felt devastatingly right.
Panic spiked.
Her eyes flew open.
The first thing she saw was the white of his Tโshirt, creased where her fingers had fisted it. Her hand was still there, knuckles white, holding on like she had been afraid he would disappear in the night.
She wanted to snatch it away.
She didn't move.
Her gaze travelled up, along the line of his throat, to his face.
He was still asleep.
No boardroom armor. None of the hard lines he wore in front of the world. In this light, with his lashes casting small shadows on his cheek and his mouth fractionally softened, he looked younger. Almost like the boy who used to use her pens and leave them back with ridiculous apology notes.
Her heart cracked on a fault line she had been pretending didn't exist.
He was not safe.
He was the most dangerous thing that had ever happened to her.
He was also, without question, the safest she had ever felt.
The contradiction made her eyes sting.
Careful, she told herself. Don't move. Don't wake him. Don't make this harder than it already is.
Her thumb moved anyway, brushing over the cotton stretched over his chest, feeling the solid thud of his heartbeat.
It was obnoxiously steady.
She had shattered them. Cut away their future with her own hands. Walked into his office and laid down a resignation like a funeral.
And still, here he was, heart beating calm and certain under her palm, as if her chaos couldn't dent the way he felt.
A tear pricked loose. She tried to blink it back. It slipped out anyway, soaking into his shirt.
He stirred.
Not jerking awake or startled.
Like a man surfacing from a dream he didn't want to lose.
His arm tightened around her instinctively, pulling her an inch closer, tucking her more fully into his body. Her breath hitched.
His lashes lifted.
Sleep-clouded eyes took her in, and she saw the exact moment awareness returned. Of where they were. Of what she had been trying so desperately to escape.
He didn't smirk or pull away.
He looked at her the way a man looks at the only thing in a burning room he intends to walk out with.
He lowered his head, pressing his lips to the crown of her head. The kiss was soft, unhurried, reverent. Not a question. Not a challenge.
A knowing.
His voice came a second later, rough with sleep, so low that the humming bus swallowed half the sound.
"Don't think so much, Jaan," he murmured, breath warm against her hair. "Even the strongest hearts need somewhere to rest."
ย Ours only knows how to rest in each other.
Her chest clenched so hard she almost gasped.
Her fingers curled tighter into his shirt, as if her body had decided before her mind could protest.
She should have pushed him away. Sat up. Created the distance she kept preaching.
Instead, she let herself stay for one stolen heartbeat. Then another. And another.
Because no matter how many reasons she stacked against them, no matter how many names and duties and promises stood in the way, one thing remained brutally, beautifully constant.
When the world was too loud, when her guilt was too heavy, when the future felt like a locked room, there was only one place her heart wanted to collapse.
Right here, in the circle of his arms, listening to a heartbeat that refused to learn any rhythm but hers.
Later, when the sun climbed higher and the others woke and the day demanded its masks back, she would pull away.
She would remember why she had chosen to walk out of his office. Why she had forced herself to say forget everything.
But in this sliver of dawn, on a narrow bus seat, wrapped in a bedsheet that smelled like recycled air and second chances, she allowed herself one forbidden truth.
She had never forgotten.
And he had never let her.
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Mandawa, Masks at Dawn
The bus hissed to a stop, its brakes groaning into the thin silence of desert dawn.
Outside, Mandawa unfurled slowly. Old havelis rose against a washed-out sky, their carved arches and fading murals whispering stories of kings, courtyards, celebrated queens. The air tasted of dust and stone and something ancient, like the world had been holding its breath here for centuries.
Inside the one of the row, there was no breath left to hold.
One by one, the team stood, stretching stiff limbs, laughing quietly as they reached for bags and backpacks. Someone pointed out the haveli domes in the distance. Someone else complained about the bus AC. Work buzzed at the edges of their sleepiness.
In one of the seat, Harshitha and Atharv had not moved. Faces nuzzled and barely visible.
Then she rose first.
She folded the thin bedsheet with careful precision, smoothing each edge, tucking one corner into the other as if her pulse depended on getting it right. Every gesture deliberate, a ritual of control before she stepped back into a world where control was an illusion.
Astha. Mayuresh. Family. Expectations. The words lined up in her chest like guards at a gate.
Her fingers closed around the seat edge as she turned to step past him, ready to walk down the aisle, put the mask back on, and pretend the night had been nothing.
Atharv didn't move.
Still seated on the aisle, he let the others file out. When she shifted to squeeze past, his hand came up without warning, wrapping around hers. Not rough or desperate. Just inexorable.
Her breath changed.
His eyes lifted to hers, dark and unflinching, but softer than she had braced for. There was a plea there, yes, but it didn't come from weakness. It came from reverence, from a man who had decided long ago that this was the only place his heart kneeled.
His voice, when it came, was raw velvet. Steady and shattering.
"Jaan... can you leave the mask behind, please?"
The words landed between them, quiet and catastrophic.
"We are far from all of them," he went on, his thumb brushing over her knuckles as if they were made of glass. "Far from rules and eyes and cages. Just for a couple days," his mouth trembled very slightly, "Please, let me be loved by you again."
Not love me.
Not let me love you.
Let me be loved by you.
The distinction tore through her like a clean cut.
Because he was not asking for his devotion back. He was asking for hers, the one thing she had been trying to amputate for weeks.
Her throat burned. She blinked hard, but the tear still escaped, hot and helpless, carving a path down her cheek.
He reacted as if the sight were intolerable.
In one breath, she was not standing anymore. He tugged her into his lap as if she weighed nothing, her duffel thudding forgotten to the floor. His arms wrapped around her, not caging but shielding, as if the world outside the bus could not be trusted with her in this state.
"Shhh..." he breathed, his mouth pressed into her hair. His chest rose against her, uneven. "Don't cry, Jaan. Don't you dare cry." His voice shook, but the words came out like vows. "You are too precious for tears."
She felt him swallow against her temple, felt the tremor in his jaw where it brushed her forehead.
"If I could take every ache out of you and carve it into me instead," he whispered, fierce and unsteady, "I would. Gladly."
Her hand rose before she could think, fingers cupping his face. The thick stubble scratched her palm, familiar and unforgivable. She pulled back enough to see him, really see him.
His eyes were red-rimmed, not from sleep. A small, stupid part of her wanted to smooth the line between his brows with her thumb like she used to.
"Don't," she rasped, but her thumb had already brushed the dampness at the corner of his eye. Her voice cracked around the apology trying to crawl out of her. "I am sorry."
He stilled.
"For everything," she forced out. "For every way I have hurt you."
The words lodged in his chest like light. Hope flickered, wild and dangerous, because she never apologized this way unless the guilt was killing her.
He almost said it then. The future he still saw. The life, the way she always looked at him when no one else was watching.
But she kept speaking.
"But please..." Her fingers slipped from his cheek to his collar, curling there as if her body refused to let go while her mind tried. "Let's not do this. It gets harder for me with every passing day." Her eyes closed, as if that would make the words less cruel. "Don't try to persuade me anymore."
The sentence fell between them like glass. Fine. Irreparable.
Atharv's arms went still around her. His throat worked once, twice. He inhaled as if the air had turned to smoke.
He didn't rage or beg.
His hand stayed on hers for a moment longer, thumb tracing one last slow arc across her knuckles, memorizing bone and skin as if he might never be allowed this again.
Then, with a tenderness that hurt more than any anger could have, he uncurled his hold.
"You are free to go," he said quietly.
The words were soft. His voice wasn't. Something cracked beneath it, a shiver he couldn't hide.
Free.
As if she had not chained herself already.
He didn't sound defeated.
Because she never said she didn't love him.
And for a love like Atharv's, that omission was not a gap. It was oxygen.
Harshitha slipped off his lap, every muscle in her body trembling. She stooped for her bag with fingers that could barely close around the strap. The aisle stretched in front of her like a corridor to execution.
Each step down that bus felt heavier than the last. By the time she reached the front, her lungs ached, not from the stale air but from restraining the instinct to turn, to run back to the only place she had slept in peace.
She didn't turn.
Outside, desert air hit her face, dry and sharp. She lifted her chin, mask sliding back into place as easily as a veil.
Behind her, Atharv sat alone.
His gaze dropped to the darkened patch on his T-shirt where her tear had dried into the cotton, a faint mark over his heart. His hands clenched on his knees until his knuckles blanched, jaw locked so tight it hurt.
Something inside him had shattered. He could feel the crack.
Nothing had broken clean through.
Her silence had spoken louder than all her words.
She still loved him.
And as long as that remained true, he wouldn't stop.
Not here.
Not in this city of old ghosts and new choices.
The Haveli Masks
Mandawa's haveli stood ahead of them like a relic carved out of sand and stubborn memory. Faded frescoes watched from the walls, their gods and dancers chipped but unbent. Bougainvillea spilled over latticework, pink and violent against sandstone. Somewhere, a koel called, slicing through the dry morning air.
Harshitha stepped through the ornate doorway first.
Her mask was already back in place.
Chin lifted. Mouth relaxed into a faint, polite smile. The perfect editor, the dutiful daughter, the (un)loyal fiancรฉe whose life made sense on paper.ย
Atharv followed a few steps behind.
If she was composed elegance, he was storm compressed into a human frame. No raised voice, or dramatic gesture. Just a quiet, concentrated intensity that made the haveli staff step a little faster, the air feel a little denser.
He said nothing.
He didn't need to. His presence walked half a pace behind her like a vow she was pretending not to hear.
They were shown to their suites, rooms scattered around the inner courtyard. Old doors. High ceilings. Cool floors that had seen too many stories. Staff hurried in and out with luggage, polite words, copper tumblers of water.
Within minutes, the team had dissolved into corridors and doorways, vanishing to wash, change, exhale.
By lunchtime, the world had rearranged itself into something resembling normal.
The haveli restaurant glowed with afternoon light, brass thalis catching the sun, the air thick with ghee, cardamom, fresh rotis, and the hum of work excitement.
Harshitha took her usual position by instinct rather than choice, at one end of the long table with the editorial team. Notebooks, tablets, sample mockups spread in a controlled chaos around her. Her pen tapped once against the paper, then stilled when she realized.
Across from her, a little down the table, Atharv leaned back with the couture heads, one arm draped over the chair, listening to a fabric consultant talk about fall and weight.
His gaze flicked to her once.
Then again.
Quick. Precise. Each glance gone in a second, like he was rationing how much he allowed himself to look.
Her stomach tightened all the same.
Work talk began to spill around them, comforting in its predictability.
"We will need tighter sync between editorial and design," one junior editor said, scrolling through moodboards. "If the storyboards and textures don't speak the same language, the shoot will feel confused."
"Exactly," Harshitha replied, grateful for the script of competence. "If your collection is telling a story of revival, our words cannot speak about erosion. We don't have the luxury of mixed messaging."
A designer leaned forward. "So maybe, for the first set, fabric leads. We lock silhouettes, motifs, and you respond in copy."
"Agreed," she nodded. "But for the bridal centerpiece, it has to be balanced. I want emotion, yes, but restraint as well. If we lean too hard into opulence, we lose the humanity."
Her voice sounded steady to her own ears. Only her hand gave her away, fingers tightening around her pen when a shadow fell across her plate.
She looked up just in time to see the waiter step aside.
Atharv's hand was already on the water jug.
He did it without breaking his conversation in the middle of a sentence about karigari timelines. Jug, glass. The movement was muscle memory. He filled her glass to the level she liked - just more than half, never full, so it wouldn't spill when she gestured.
Her chest pinched.
She didn't say thank you. Her mask didn't allow that. She only lowered her eyes and took a sip, as if the water had arrived by accident.
He knew better. So did she.
It kept happening.
A roti landed on her plate, warmer and softer than the others, its surface glossed with the amount of ghee she always pretended to scold him for.
The waiter set down a small bowls with familiar ease. "Sir ordered these dishes for you, ma'am."
Her fork stilled halfway to her mouth. This was the exact dish she had not had the courage to order for herself today, afraid that the comfort of it would open a crack she couldn't shut.
She ate anyway.
Eyes on her notebook. Words about narrative arcs and rural artisans blurred as the spices hit her tongue, taking her back to a dozen late nights when he had bullied her into eating between edits.
She could feel his gaze once in a while, skimming over her face, her hands, checking if she had eaten enough, if the shadows under her eyes were lighter or darker.
She refused to look back.
By the time lunch ended, roles had snapped firmly into place. Decisions were made, schedules agreed upon. They spilled into the courtyard again, some heading toward jeeps that would scout locations, others lingering by the pool or in shaded verandas to coordinate call sheets.
The rest of the day dissolved under a desert sun.
Light, fabric, dust. Jewelry catching against collarbones. Assistants running cables and reflectors across uneven stone. Photographers shouting for adjustments. Models shifting poses against carved pillars and staircases.
Harshitha moved where she was needed, clipboard in hand, scrunchy knotting around her wrist as she bent to check shot lists, continuity notes, the placement of a veil in frame.
The storm followed.
Sometimes it was just a glance. A flash of his profile as he stood with the director, both of them watching a model descend the stepwell stairs.
Sometimes it was contact.
Her foot slipped on a loose stone near the edge of the stepwell. Before she had fully registered the tilt, a hand closed around her elbow, steady and firm, pulling her back to solid ground.
She knew the grip by feel alone.
She didn't look up. Couldn't. She simply murmured, "I am fine," to the air and stepped away, warmth from his touch burning through the full sleeve of her kurta.
He didn't insist.
That was the worst part. He didn't harass her, didn't corner her, didn't make a spectacle for the crew. He simply existed near her, always close enough that if anything went wrong she knew, in bone and blood, he would be there before anyone else.
By the time they returned to the haveli that night, the crew was exhausted and electric.
Laughter bounced off the inner courtyard walls. Some headed straight for the lounge and music. Others gathered by the pool under fairy lights, nursing drinks and aching feet.
Wherever she went, he was a few steps away.
Not intruding on conversations. Not inserting himself where he was not needed. Just there. In a different corner of the same space. At the next table. Standing near the same pillar.
Like a shadow that refused to obey distance.
Harshitha smiled where she was supposed to. Took notes where she had to. She let everyone around her believe she was nothing but work focus and mild amusement.
Inside, every brush of proximity was a tiny crack working its way across the shell she had built.
Because no matter how far she tried to walk in this ancient town full of strangers, one truth refused to fall away.
The storm never stopped following.
The Haveli Bride
The second morning came sharper. Less forgiving.
Way beofre the first light brushed the horizon, the crew was already loading jeeps, voices hoarse from sleep and excitement. They moved deeper into Mandawa's outskirts, to an abandoned haveli crouched at the edge of the desert like it had been forgotten there on purpose.
Time had not been kind to it.
Arches leaned, weary. Courtyards had cracked, weeds pushing through old stone. Frescoes peeled from the walls in curling strips, yet their colors still whispered of brides and kings and processions that had once circled these very stones.
Chaos arrived with them.
"What do you mean she is not coming?" Malvika; the chief bridal design coordinator's voice ricocheted off the stone, the panic in it slicing through the morning.
She paced the courtyard, measuring tape sliding down her shoulder, phone pressed so hard to her ear her knuckles whitened. Assistants hovered, trying not to be in the way and failing.
"Fever," she snapped into the phone. "I don't care how high, tell me if she can stand," then listened, cursed softly in a different language, and ended the call.
The lead model was out. Food poisoning, high temperature, at least two days down.
And this haveli was a one-day permission. There was no postponing.
Light stands wobbled. Silk swatches flew across the courtyard like startled birds as a gust of desert wind cut through. Someone yelped as a box of jewelry almost tipped.
Harshitha held her clipboard, pen poised, pretending her heart was not pounding harder with every raised voice.
She lived in crisis. Editorial deadlines, board pressures, family drama. She knew how to be calm when everyone else was not.
So she stood a little to the side, hair pinned in a loose twist, scarf looped carelessly, scribbling continuity notes, checking that the stepwell sequence would still align with the inner courtyard shots.
Until Malvika's gaze snapped to her.
"Harshu."
Her name came out softer, the thread of panic pulling tight.
Harshitha looked up. "Yes?"
"You will have to wear the lehenga."
The clipboard slid a fraction in her hand. Her fingers tightened before it could fall.
"I... what?" The word scraped her throat.
"You," Malvika said, closing the distance in three quick strides, "will do it."
Her hands were already on Harshu's forearms, warm and urgent. "The blouse fits you. You know how the skirt moves. You have seen every version since it was a rough sketch and three swatches on my table. You are this bride."
The assistants hovered at the edge of their conversation, holding the lehenga.
Crimson. But this... this is not the design we planned.
It didn't just shimmer. It seemed to burn quietly, the silk catching the morning light as though someone had set wine on fire and stitched it into cloth. Intricate vines of gold embroidery curled along its length, a dupatta sheer as starlight pooling over someone's forearm, waiting for a shoulder to belong to.
Harshitha's throat went dry.
She didn't see the stitches. She saw meanings.
Because stepping into that lehenga wouldn't just be saving a shoot.
It would be walking into a version of herself she had only ever allowed to exist in daydreams and scribbled margins, the ones she tore out before anyone could see.
A bride.
His bride.
The words rose unbidden and she crushed them down so fast her chest hurt.
Astha.
Mayuresh.
Family.
The reminder didn't stop her lips from parting in a reflexive refusal.
ย "News flash: I am not a model. Remember? It will look absurd."
"But, this would perfectly fit you."
"Malvika, no. Pick anyone else. I will help with angles, with expressions, with copy lines, but I can't stand there."
"Why not?" Malvika's eyes flashed. "You think I don't see? You have been the spine of this entire campaign. You know its mood better than any face we could fly in from Mumbai. I trust you with this more than anyone. No other woman here understands this story like you do."
Harshitha broke eye contact, staring at a crack in the stone floor.
If she said yes, if she let herself be wrapped in that red, there would be a second, just one, where it would feel like the future she had once wanted was not impossible.
Wrong man. Wrong timing. Wrong life.
Right feeling.
"Just try it on," Malvika said, voice dropping. The designer who had shouted at suppliers two minutes ago now sounded like someone asking for a personal favor. "For trial shots. If it looks wrong, we scrap it."
Trial shots. As if the camera couldn't see the parts of her that wanted this too much.
Harshitha closed her eyes for a heartbeat.
Harshitha Saxena had never been able to walk away from someone else's crisis, not when she could fix it, even if fixing it meant undoing herself a little more.ย
But this wasn't just undoing, it's uprooting.
She inhaled, the air burning her lungs.
The Devastation
The courtyard churned with sound.
Silk rustled like restless birds. Metal stands clanged against stone. Voices rose, layered, clipped. Someone swore at the wind. Someone called for fresh batteries. Someone wrestled with a stubborn clasp on a necklace.
Atharv heard none of it.
The phone at his ear became a dead weight. His assistant's voice, urgent with numbers and contracts from Mumbai, blurred into an indistinct hum.
He stepped under the archway, one hand in his pocket, about to say, "We will talk when I am back," when his world stopped obeying language.
His gaze found her.
And everything else fell away.
Harshitha.
Draped in crimson that caught the desert sun and threw it back in something dangerously close to worship.
For a second, his brain refused to marry the two images, the one in front of him and the one that had lived for months in a hidden folder in his sketchbook.
His lehenga.
Not one designed for markets, not one destined for any collection. A secret piece. One he had sketched in a fit of midnight madness more than a year ago, when his love for her refused to stay locked in his chest and had spilled onto paper. A design that carried her in every line, every fold, every imagined movement of fabric.
Seeing it on her now was a quiet impact, the kind that doesn't leave marks.
The skirt swept outward in heavy silk, layered and rich, its panels hand-embroidered with peacocks symbols of loyalty and longing posed as if dancing for her alone. Around the hemline, delicate vines crawled upward, golden threads curling like promises around crimson, wrapping her in vows only he had ever intended to make.
The blouse clung with unapologetic precision, cut just sharp enough to frame her strength, yet softened with detailing only she would understand tiny mirrored butis that caught the light like secret stars.ย
The dupatta... god, the dupatta.
Sheer as a sigh, weightless as moonlight. He had designed it to be sheer on purpose, light enough that it would shift with every breath she took. Tiny zari constellations scattered across it, like stars had been persuaded to rest on her for a while.
It didn't fall like a veil of modesty.
It sat on her like a crown.
It had never been meant for a runway or a nameless campaign bride to walk down a ramp and disappear.
It had always, foolishly, arrogantly, been meant for her.
And now she was standing there.
Not under a mandap with him. Not on a night that belonged to them.
She was on an abandoned haveli set, under his company's lights, wearing the future he had built in his head for them while the world believed she belonged to another man.
Atharv's lungs refused him air. His body forgot movement.
She wasn't just beautiful.
She was bridal.
The kind of bride who made the world hush, who turned chaos into worship.
The kind of bride he had imagined only in the deepest corner of his heart
Now standing in front of him, real, devastating, forbidden.
His mind betrayed him in the oldest way it knew how.
He saw himself crossing the stones toward her, slower than his heart wanted, faster than ritual allowed. He saw his hand lift to her temple, fingers brushing away a stubborn strand of midnight hair that refused to stay pinned under the dupatta.
He saw vermillion.
His hand dipping into the small silver bowl, thumb trembling just once before he set it against the parting of her hair. A slow, deliberate stroke across her maang, the red bright against her skin.
Mine.ย My bride. My forever. My undoing.
He tasted the word in a part of him where language never reached.
He saw her lashes flutter, the way they always did when she wanted to feel him without admitting it.
Saw her breath catch as bangles chimed against trembling fingers.
Saw her lips part slightly, giving him a yes without ever saying the word.
The fire. The vows. The gods. All watching. All bearing witness to a truth they had always known: she was his, had always been his. And he was utterly, irrevocably,ย inexorably HAR's
The vision clutched him so hard he staggered forward a step, pulled by a gravity older than fate itself.
And then.
A clang. A metallic crash sliced through it.
A light stand toppled, the scream of metal on marble ringing across the courtyard. Someone shouted. An assistant scrambled to catch the falling reflector.
The spell tore apart.
Her head turned sharply toward the sound. The dupatta flared with the movement, scattering sun and shadow over her features.
Her gaze found him.
Of course it did. Her eyes always knew where he was, even when she was pretending not to.
For one suspended heartbeat, they looked at each other.
Her eyes were wide, not with flattering surprise but with something cracked and raw. Guilt. Hunger. Fear. Devotion. All of it fought for space in that single glance.
His face must have been worse.
Every line of him carried it. The punch of seeing her in crimson he had dreamed of. The disbelief that the universe would be so cruel as to let him see it like this. The tenderness that refused to dull even when it hurt him.
It was too much.
Too exposed. Too honest.
She dropped her gaze first.
Not in dismissal. In self-defence. She turned away, back toward the photographer, nodding mechanically as someone adjusted her veil.
He looked down at his own hand.
The same hand that had imagined carrying sindoor to her skin now hung useless at his side. It trembled once, a visible, humiliating shiver, like it had reached for something sacred and closed on air.
He curled it into a fist so hard his nails dug half-moons into his palm, grounding himself in the sting. Veins stood out on his wrist. His jaw clenched until his teeth ached.
This was what he had signed up for, the moment he let the world believe he had chosen a twin.
Not a clean, dramatic heartbreak.
This was his punishment. His slow-burning hell.
To watch her draped in the dream he had woven thread by thread for her.
To watch her embody the vow he had stitched into silk with his own longing.
To know with a cruelty only fate could conjure that she didn't wear it for him.
Longing had always been a knife.
But this?
This was slaughter.
Not just watching her become a bride.
But watching her become his bride every detail screaming she belonged to him
And standing there, denied, gagged by reality, forbidden by names and duties and lies.
His chest heaved once, violent, his body a storm caged too long.
Around him, the crew kept moving. Commands were shouted. Angles were discussed. Malvika fussed with the fall of the dupatta.
He couldn't stay.
So he did the one thing that felt worse and therefore, to his twisted sense of honor, more necessary.
Without a word, without looking back again, Atharv turned.
He walked out of the courtyard, past carved archways and peeling frescoes, past assistants and cables and the manager who called after him.
He left.
And he didn't return.
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